FracturedHeartBrokenSoul

I cry but no one ever sees my tears. do you know me I don't think you do I don't think you ever did that you stand there repeating the same empty words followed by I love you. I don't think you do I don't think you ever did. how could You Love me with each word you say knocks me to the ground. I'm so addicted to the pain I remain in this toxicity oblivious to the outcome yet familiar with the loneliness. I broke the mirror myimage has been shattered it's a reflection of my confidence. The prisoner within my mind the insanity has become my reality and my reality has become the insanity. I watch you stab me in the back so frequently it's expected by now. so used to the abuse it's uncomfortable if I don't see the worst of you. I've come to regret my birth I welcome death each time I open my eyes. I'm unloved and what's more confusing is I'm not sure if I know love at all or even that concept. you chewed me up and defecated me out what's left it's a pile of s*** you look what I've become.. I pray to die afraid to live.