Fouse on prize

Trying to stay focused on things I love. But negative always get in the way of everything. Try to stay positive but it a lot going around me. It is hard to fouse when people second guess you for everything. They make it hard for you to keep going. With their douth words. I could only reach halfway there. The other half is blocked. I can see it but I can't feel it. Sometimes I feel like I going to explode with words and motions. Try to force what I love. But the feeling keeps coming in and out. Trying to keep moving forward. But the roads are getting beep. Feeling keep changing. So I keep changing. Trying to believe in myself. But some too many natives keep flowing into my mind. Wonder what to do to change it. How do I stay on track? It is like living in two worlds. But it is one dream. That never changes. With native come fear of letting myself down. That I was living a lie. Looking for that break drive. Where is a shining star when you need one? Try to keep the faith and positive minds. How many broken promises do I have to break in myself? Just want to be me for the person I was meant to be. Sometimes I feel like I am in prisoner myself. Trying to break from everything brings me down. I won't be pushed from