Found my peace

I always dreamed to find myself. To find my reason to stay alive So all my life I've been in a constant fight To know that I will have a great life. But after every failed try. After every new person I met, Every new place I have travelled. Just so I could find my peace. I realized that I just can't. Knowing you won't be here to be happy for my succes. Knowing I won't ever have your support Or hear your voice in the morning. You may ask yourself why? Because you chose someone else. Someone who is easy to talk to. Someone that you thought she wants you. But is she really interested in you? Did she wake up to make you coffee? Did she hear you talk about your day? Or is she just prettier than me? Did you ask yourself these simple things. Does she make you a better person? Will you see yourself married to her in the future? Because we both know the answer is no. You just believe That you made me a favour by breaking up with me. Little do you know... How I cried myself to sleep every night. But you are now gone. Being to blind to notice your mistakes Or to blind to see your path. And here I am trying to find you and to get the peace we always dreamed of.