forlorn-

oh dear diary i met a boy he was placid and kind i cherished his ideas and mind he was always in gym to grind for him,my love was always blind he enjoyed eating meat as if that was the only thing to eat still.. his presence is my need his story is the only story I would like to read i know this much love for him is bad but not being around him makes me sad he used to say someday I'll get mad little did he know all I wanted from him was my children calling him dad that boy once was my dream hearing his name makes me scream he became a nightmare his love for me became rare I begged, but he didn't care he held her hand and it felt like, I was seized of my homeland he will marry her one day and I'll depart my life that day and there will be nothing left for US to say he'll have a family with her. that's the day my soul will shatther. because I couldn't be like her.