forgive me

Today I still feel the pain The pain that I caused How do I move on from this pain Even though days have passed,months, years but how do I undo what I did I'm here pretending as if life goes on True life does go on but what if I still feel the guiltness What if I go on knowing I am the one who caused the pain Do I rejoice and say things do happen, people make mistakes so what or do I look inside my heart and say I was wrong I'm sorry ,but what if my sorry makes no difference What if my sorry brings back all the pain and sorrow I know  myself I'm a good person it was just one silly mistake I admit I wish I can redo all I'm a good person I love,care and treat  other people right but I don't know what happened I'm drowning but deep down I know I'm sorry This is all I can say no words can describe how I feel now I'm sorry. W!