forget you

I can't just forget you But I can't forgive you for what you have done It feels like a gash to see you live happily without me  It stings to know i'm the only one thinking about the other It pains me to know that you're okay not to have me in your life But i also am thrilled about it  I love to see you happy  I am overjoyed to know that you are living life to the fullest Even if that doesnt include me.  I wont stop feeling this way Even if you do  It's like a neverending tunnel with no exit at the end. But i'm still treading through the muddy watter trying to get to it I will be proud and support you in all things  Even if that's not reprocaited  I know i have a life outside of you  But I just can't seem to forget you.