Forever gone

Now today here and then  I choose to burry the emotions  Of what was left the memory of you  I heard said you were important in  My life  Meet is to not meet  And understand  Do I store you  In my memory  The only piece of what  Was left  Of what I could remember of you  That the deadly promise you made  Or so I thought  Whenever we went to the mall together  To my favorite kiddies games  Our favorite…  Me, Mom You but daddy was my favorite  You held my hand  And made me safe  When I'm with you….  But now?  …..  There's no more for me  to say To that  Now all I have is dead ends….  You just disappeared  Someone so close to me told me  You were never interested in my life  First I thought just some issues in between….  But it's true what you made you cannot handle….  And why do you make things you can't handle?  These questions echo in my head  In the silence and darkness of the night  During the day they don't come….  Well, maybe  But they are not heard  The way you…. I still cannot believe you  Were actually never….  All through my childhood life  And she told me….  She told me so.  But I've been searching  Been searching for you  Not to love you  But to in