Forces

There's is you. The absolute reality. And then there are forces that are getting you to turn against you. They may act along your way, but it's only to get you into acting their way. Societal force, Romantic interest force, parental force, God. The only thing with God is that he knows the best for you, so you end up doing the best for yourself in that case. But it still goes against what you want right now. No matter what, You do not turn against yourself.