Forbidden love

I was alone at home you came to visit me I was alone at home with my difficulties, you wanted to help me I was alone with my difficulties, you offered unconditional support I managed everything alone, you started to do everything with me, you set yourself the goal of improving my daily life But why that night you kissed me knowing that my body was going to be kissed Why that evening did you caress me, again and again, knowing that the excitement was going to be there? Meias why the fuck didn't you stop that day? Day after day my heart lent itself to the game, today I can no longer do without you Today, more and more you are no longer there, Today you tell me that you are a married man and that you have responsibilities Why the fuck despite all this I still love you, Why the fuck do I still want and need you? Today I feel twice as alone as when you invited yourself into my life What to do with all this mixture of emotions that animates me