For The Abuser

For every excuse you make The more I break  All you excuses  Made me clueless  About what you were doing  The way you yelled in the morning  I realized something to hiss Someone who loves you wouldnt do this To you I was never enough  Your too rough Around the edge  I’m standing on the ledge  Hoping someday soon  I won't live till noon I want to go out with a bang  Like in the song he sang  I want to do something that matters But everything around me shatters Like broken glass But time won't pass It will take time to heal Life has no appeal After all of this  I learned this is what I won't miss Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this  I hiss In pain Dying in vain