For My Dad

I've never really waited on you Never missed you Never really wanted much from you But I find myself now longing for the days before The days of yelling and yelling some more The days of misery and complaints galore I remember so vaguely when I was a child I was a daddy's girl before girls gone wild I needed your help, and your help was all mine I knew that could never be again That our relationship was long gone with the wind I knew we would never be more than kin But I miss now, even our bad days I miss both your nice and mean ways Bc even now my heart stays With you somewhere, wherever you go What happens after, I do not know But I'll follow you there too, just a little slow Im replaying every conversation we've ever had I miss how you made me feel, no matter how mad And I'll cherish this time, no matter how sad Bc this is the last chance I'll have to do something for you The last chance to try something new I can only try to honor you with all that I do