For mother..who doesn't care

Will she ever see she says I eat and sleep I don't do anything I have nothing To worry We she ever see That I have my ruined dreams I also get hard times and Everything feels pressurising Will she ever see That I am also a struggling teen Who just want to escape reality Who just wants to be happy Yes being with me might not be easy I am stubborn , I am a bad kid I am a disgrace to even live But really.. is it my fault to be? I don't get well sleep Worries consume me Sometimes it gets so heavy That I can't even breath To escape that I sleep She says she's "busy" "Didn't got time for me" "I don't even help her" I don't know why she can't see That I only want mom's love Like every child needs Maybe someday she will but now She only see I eat and sleep Without seeing how I feel.