For Jesus

"the sky full of shining balloons and the ground full of melancholic flowers. I couldn't feel much with the mistakes I have done, until I remember what this day's meaning has. I cried my eyes out at the wrong times and I failed to feel what others felt , the empty and dark night now turning into a view of soft fabric with it's small braids and the small blurry, , mysterious touches of some things that once happened. The years erased them destroying every step and every beauty (refering to all the places He ever walked, that now are not dark fields but are covered by the city's buildings and the traditional decorations) I have lost my sense of self and feeling, but I couldn't never forget the value you have in your precious heart or your unending beauty which is greater than the calmest seas. Even if this night I demanded more, wrong, fault of mine I admit. Sometime things will fix And through this complexity we will meet, under the same sun that reflects your smile with ease" "