For I'm not the only one

It's hard upon my heart, For I'm not the only one to you. No matter the position, No matter what's in one's mind. Who may I blame, For all the lenience I've done. Who cares if I say it's hard, They say things can't be undone. Perhaps my heart is to blame, For naivety is its nature. I want to escape the pain, For I don't want to leave my love. ~ Fayaz