for aleiya

I want to die And by that I mean I dont want to die I want to cry And by that I mean I dont want to cry I want to sigh And by that I mean I dont want to sigh I want to fly And by that I mean I dont want to fly And find myself on some poor sods Head Killing them just because I dont want to be Dead All these thoughts that hound me and You I wonder if theyre make believe , or True I want to try And by that I mean I want to try I want to lie And by that I mean I dont want to lie I want the sky And by that I mean I want to fly And I want the truth And by that I mean i want to jump from this roof And soar passed the poor sods stuck in their heads Right into my mother's arms and by her Bed And nothing but the warmth of her heart and mind I want to sleep forever right by her side I want the truth And by that I mean I want some proof Tell me the truth Am i going to die before my youth I dont want to die And by that I mean I just might I want the truth Will I die before im long in the tooth