Flips and Drops

I'm tired of these stomach drops and nervous sighs But I still want the euphoria and those stupid butterflies And no matter how much I try to ignore the rush My heartbeat rises even I think of this crazy crush But now I know it's not something one sided And it still manages to keep my heart divided I know it is somewhat wrong and I have to avoid Which makes me feel more frustrated and annoyed I try keep my emotions and feelings at bay Even though I have thousands of words, I don't say I ignore the rush and sometimes that sentiment of desire But what of these betrayer emotions which keeps my heart on fire.