Flashbacks 💔

Flashbacks , Flashbacks They run throughout my head. Flashbacks please go away, Please stop revolving around my head. Back to the past, To what I once knew Flash to times I had you Flash to who I'm because of you !! So many feelings rush into my head as I yawn nd awake from my bed. All my mornings begin with hope, A hope that flashbacks won't come in. Flashbacks please don't remind me !! Let me forget please Flashbacks please go ! Just leave me alone !! My words are blank , nothing left to say !!1 I'm tired coming all this way. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever forget that feeling, That loss, And all of that. I wish that I could just pack up these memories and throw them away. I just want to breathe, but these flashbacks they've made me living dead. No one knows the pain I'm going through ..... Because I'm trying not to show If u see through me, Then you'll only know What I'm actually going through !!!