firstborn daughter.

they say the girl is strong, but why not say, "the oldest daughter"? they say oldest daughters are the toughest men you'll ever find. the ones who die, Cry, and revive themselves again, leaving no trace behind. she bares the weight of family conflicts. caught in the middle of her parents fights. she is forced to lean by her mothers side. her father failed as a husband, a father. that is no surprise. now she struggles with trust issues, unable to trust any man, no matter how much they try. not bc she believes all men are are bad. but what if they turn out like her father someday? she cries every night, burned by family issues, life struggles. and the boy she wishes she can trust more then anything. too afraid to love, to hurt too forget. all bc she is the oldest daughter, she can't allow herself to break. bc if she does, her youngest sister will follow her path. but no one sees her life is alr a living hell. after all she is the oldest daughter. she is not heartless or mean she cries alone, not bc she wants to, but bc no one can handle how she truly feels.