first love

your first love can sometimes be your forever love or that's what I tell myself cause I can't move on from my first love from our first kiss to our last phone call the way he kissed my forehead and the way he always said I love you first he never hesitated to hold my hand or dance in the rain with me he use to call me his "silly girl" the way all his songs was about me I would die a thousand times just to relive those 2 years and 8 months he wasn't just my first love but my best friend aswell from our late night calls to not even a hey just a glance or a secret smile my first love was like a dream come true written letters... valentine roses that I never threw away cause my first love was more than just my first love he treated me the way God wants a man to treat his lady he wasn't different from any other guy he just did put in alot of effort to love a stubborn , silly , wild ,crazy girl like me now all that disappeared and so did he🎀.