First choice

I'll never be your first choice Just someone you lean on for balance You only pick her Even in another universe You always will I waited and waited Waited in the back of your mind Hoping you will notice me To listen to me Just for you to realize.. I hate being your second to last choice The mixed signals you give makes it seem you Love me But you don't Not love Not true love Only love as in a friend way You lie about your love don't you? You don't mean it It's only to make me feel included Why is she always first? Always everything you want Can't I be your first choice too?.