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So fucking much happened. You can't speak about it. It will kill you. But everything does that. You've fucked me up so badly. You disgust me. I hate you. I will never sob over you again. I will never love you again. I hope his love feels so fucking wrong. I hope you notice how he uses you. He'll never make you cry. He won't make you cum. He'll just use you. And you are to ignorant to see it. He does NOT love you. Cunt. I was your man. You've loved me. And now I never love the same again.