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Hi there! It's been a while. We used to talk like it was going out of style. So what's up? How have u been? How's your dad & your next of kin? Well for me, I'll say I haven't been good. I'm having a hard time doing what I should. Since the house sold, I've been living on the streets. I go hear & there. Nobody promised that life is fair. I'm not working a job & I've lost my way. I don't really know what to say. My worst nightmare has come to life. I haven't thought about ending it, but now I'm thinking I might. I have nothing to live for & nothing to gain. Everything in my life has remained the same. Ask me tomorrow & I'll tell u the same. It's not looking good. Does that have a familiar ring? How am I to get out of this rut? I stay at places that I hate so much. Everywhere I stay it's all the same. Someone is trying to play their game. Give me some pussy or get the hell on. Why do me like that? Let's act like we're grown. But in this world there's heartache & pain. I don't think I can keep going on this way. Down an endless spiral headed to hell. Nobody even noticed when or how I fell. So my advice to you is this. Surround yourself with Godly people. Then you can begin to live your life and be stable. ta