Finding Me

Yunno, I used to think that being a fella with different personalities is fun It is indeed fun but sincerely it's mostly no fun Always falling in love with different things that is enjoyable But within a short period of time it becomes a boring self place While pursuing the passion in a particular skill or hobby failure is always lurking in the corner Looking back to check for the reason for failure, only for the unknown me to feel cornered Feeling loved by outsiders as a friend, besties and siblings from other families con be like view once It's not that the feeling is not there but the emotions have been neutralized once Making decisions is not always about me than taking a step to benefit others Some people see it as eyeservice but all views has been considered and had to pick the odd of the options Sorry, I can't really show you all of me But with time you can catch up and see part of me.