Finding me

When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see Or is it who I see I try to find myself And no one offers to help If only I was normal Then, I'd know who to call but I'm a dissappearing shadow That nobody will ever want to know I limit myself, In things I need Like love, security I hate to develop greed I couldn't even find my words I don't know whats worse? Curing a heartbreak Or endure the pain till I'm awake But I hope to find me The me that people can see