finding Him.

the man up above is the only reason I continue to fight, as in building my relationship with Him will always bring me to light. I have taken Him for granted almost my whole life, but now I'm determined to become God's holy idea of a Godly wife. not only being a wife to my love or mother to my child, but continuing down the right path, not letting it completely become piled. anxiety and depression, that's the devil, he crept in, but now I know I can put that all within Him. no it isn't easy and it's supposed to be tough, but I know it is worth the fight as before was so rough. I don't know why my parents sheltered me from Him, I think it's because they're afraid to find themselves within. I pray for them though, every day and night, hoping that God will show them the right way of life. He is the only one who will protect and love us unconditionally, no matter the sin, how big nor small, oh so forgiving is He. I know I can do better at building our relationship to become stronger, but what once was nothing, is now something that will last so much longer. I hope I spread His love and kindness into my beautiful girls' minds, as the joy, love, and happiness is just a few of the greatest finds.