Finally

When I was 25 I married a man that I thought I could change , he had been married 3 times before me ! Things were good in the beginning, but as time ticked by I saw a change in him ! A dangerous shadowy side was emerging and I was helpless, trapped and not able to leave ! Jealousy, suspicions, were coming into play .Even though I gave no reason for him not to trust , it was to late Questions of ,where did you go , did anyone call ? would be asked of me at least 3 or 4 times during a conversation with him over the phone , no matter how much I tried and told the truth it was all for nothing! Years passed and I left several times but I would always go back with no one to turn to I missed out on so much life for almost 15 years . Then one day in July I decided to leave while he was on the road , I had a plan .With anticipation I waited and finally I threw my little bit of stuff in the car went to the bank and withdrew enough funds to travel .As I headed out of town and with 2 states between I realized I was finally free of the bonds of his scrutiny and accusations. it's been 14 years and some mental scars remain , however I've put that in the past ! Now I'm finally loved 😍