finally

you might be wondering I'm fine I'm finally sleeping at night I am still hurting but no longer burning I'm finally getting on with my life I'm finally okay on my own I'm finally okay at my home the walls are still closing loneliness imposing but no longer my tears have I shown it's okay not to be okay .. sometimes it's all right not to be all right at night time the darkness is worse alone with myself is a curse it's okay not to be okay.. sometimes I still see you there right beside me I still see you in my bed when I'm sleepy you may have moved on my hearts almost gone a few more painful nights I'll be free