Final Wishes.

It's all gone down the drain The love,care and pain For you I feel nothing My heart is beyond healing I took it out and hid it In an unmarked,random pit It'll never be found by me Or anyone else for you see I'm now dead inside That's something I'll no longer hide I'll no longer act normal Or feign emotion to seem natural I care about my family I pray they live and grow happily I care about my friends The care they show me never ends I wish them all the best But it's high time I take my rest I've fought the good fight But the end is never in sight I wish you well too But I never want to see you Stay out of my life Till I finally grab the knife For now I'll live day to day And reply every "How are you" with "I'm okay".