Filtered Love

once I had a love so true it seemed. but maybe it was just a passing dream. it has left me nothing but blue. all because I believed in you. I sat around and wondered and looked out my window, but you always went somewhere that I could not go. I believed in your lies and everything you said. I let you continually come back into my bed. I trusted you wholeheartedly but it seemed, although, you was a part of me, you did not return the feelings of emotions. It was like a half hearted smile that was fake or even in denial. I just couldn't see past the love. I was blinded and wrapped up inthrolled with love. I craved every touch and every word. But now I've some how came through it, but at the time I never knew it. But you were always unable to love. It was not sent from heaven above. So I'll wrap it up even put a bow around it. So now my experiences have made me stronger. and now I'm more grounded not caring no longer. So the next time I'm faced with a flaming heart, I'll look beyond their eyes to expose the disquise. Because once you've given your heart away, It's hard to get it back untouched and the same.