fictional love

Judge me if you will it's official Facing the truth, I simply will not do it Love in the real world Yards to run yet little to gain Rushing to the finish line before it's too late Get there too early and be shamed Take too long and face speculations Alas it's always a losing battle Only those who turn away Can see it's appeal Gravitating from reality for satisfaction Caring in only a way known by fiction Having seen it, having experienced it Now I can't go back Don't think I want to I'm finally happy I'm finally living