ferris wheel

My mind is like a Ferris wheel. It always moved. I which it can go backward. Not back to my past. Back to the time when life was so simple. Now I have too many errors in my life. I just look for a break. The wheel keeps going in my mind. I am overflowing with my thoughts. I keep moving around like a Ferris. Can someone push the stop button? I don't want to keep going and drove the same things. I need a new different view. Every circle has its ending. Take me off the ferries so I can catch up with my minds. The mind never stops running. When it stops I will be in the same spot I was in at the begging. Now it is time to move from the place I am in now. So I can grow as a person. There are so many places I can see. This is the view I have been living in from began. Now it's time to get off. Work on me. Hopefully for the best of my story. That at the end of the ride. Hopefully, I don't fall and fail. Sometimes we need a different view. Because if we keep moving circles. We will be stuck and nothing change. I want to get off. So I can live a better life. As long I am on ferries there won't be any changes. I know this ending. But I have to see a different view. So I can have a different ending. A positive one. Not th