Feels Like I'm Drowning 🌊

I'm suffocating, hoping I don't get wiped out by the waves. It feels like I'm drowning and I'm hoping I'll be saved. Sometimes I hide my emotions, cause I'll probably get ridiculed if I let it show. But who really knows? I'm broken, I'm crushed but the pain comes then goes. So much on my mind, I can't even focus nor think. I'm drowning in this water so I might as well just sink. No I'm not talking about actual water, I'm referring to my problems that I try to solve on my own. I feel weak and hopeless as if I got dried bones. It feels like I'm drowning but I'm trying to swim my way out. The pain hurt so much and it makes me want to shout! On the outside I may look fine but really I'm not. I'm carrying all these heavy burdens and it's becoming a lot.