Feelings Inside

The feeling of being empty takes over in my body, I feel I have nowhere to run or hide. I feel I must fight the demons inside. No weapons to help just my mind. I can't share this feeling with anyone and nobody can see the horror and pain inside me. The nightmares are always there. I feel like they watch over me. When I am most vulnerable they attack till I feel dead on the floor. Except this is all in my head and reality I'm smiling and nobody can see behind the closed door.