Feelings are complicated

Feelings are always complicated Sadness and confusion are always created And now I am feeling something new The thought of you came out of the blue Should I even let you know? Would it stop me from seeing your glow? I want to tell you how I feel If not, how can my heart heal? How do I let you know? When you are up there and I am down below? You are the prettiest lily in the bouquet So what else can I say? But we all know you deserve better So this is my letter: To her, You deserve the best, no need for a test Because you have the biggest heart And your eyes make my worries depart Nevertheless, Feelings are always complicated Sadness and confusion are always created But now I am feeling something new: I do not deserve you.