feelings

I always smile pretending to be happy for people not to ask me questions how I feel and they will pretend like they understand everything about my life and my emotions which they won't understand I've been not feeling well lately I was lonely my friends weren't supportive it was I've been forced to carry heavy load I can't leave my past behind me it's keeps and keeps destroying my life and future I can't hide from my mistakes know people who I call my friends they are backstabbing me like I don't exist at all now it's time to shine fix my mistakes do whatever it's best for me and worthit and don't listen to what people think and say about me or anything to do with my future ❤️‍🔥 love: Yamkela Jwacu