Feelings

There's this boy I really like, he's younger than me by 5 months though, but yet he's the only person that makes me fucking glow the past week we've been talking, he's a childhood friend/crush.. just talking about him is making me blush I officially saw him after so long and was it good to see him my hearts filled up to the brim he's moving to Jamaica next week for good because of better living and that definitely is a pain I just hope the time we have together before he leaves will gain, I don't want to hold him back, I don't at all experiencing Jamaica is wonderful for all I just wish I he wasn't leaving so damn soon, he makes my heart bloom he makes me fucking swoon Lord I don't know what this you did but I am truly scared of losing him but I'm grateful for the time your giving me with him he's amazing lord, he really is I hope our paths cross again in the future but for right now I won't do nothing but enjoy this pure bliss