feelings

I need to learn the ways of man. I need to know how to vibe that man. That very man I promised never to love. That very same man that happens to be my best friend. With the rule that one should not fall for ones best friend. It's a foolish rule Yet we said yes to it. Now that am in love.... Am bound by the rule. To keep the love to myself . And still be that perfect best friend. The one who listens to his cries when the girlfriend does wrong. And silently wish I was his. For I would treat him better. But am bound by the rule. One shan't fall his/her best friend