Feelings

and as I lay to sleep this night my hands won't hold you as so tight, as you left my side to part you're way and you call me to come and stay? you've confused me my feelings and my love with that now I've had enough, you played with my heart and threw it away so my hands don't deserve to hold you once again, so I shall snug my pillow tight and try to not tear all throught the night, I wasn't strong just till now something changed and I don't know how, it's me I'm here again hugging my pillow my only friend.