feelings..

People don’t really understand how hard it is to share personal things with someone. People call feelings, thoughts, or honest expressions “cringe” because they don’t feel them the way you do. Whenever I talk too much about myself, I spend the whole day thinking, “What if they make fun of me for this?” I don’t know why I think like this, because when someone shares something with me, I never judge them or laugh at them. Maybe because I know how much it hurts when someone treats your genuine feelings like a joke. Maybe that’s why I’ve never been able to fully open up to anyone. I keep most things to myself, even though deep down I wish there was someone who would just listen to me and understand me without making me feel weird for it.