Feeling Deprived

Don't you feel like you don't want to feel? 'Cause maybe you don't want to hear, Or touch, Or see. But mainly you don't want to feel the sea That you've created by saying that thing, That little insignificant thing, That slowly makes you hate yourself, Because it may not be big, but it's strong, And it will always remind you, you're wrong, When thinking that you're ok, You don't need to feel that way, After all that time you can finally get out. And you remember, You remember that you're nothing, That your life was spent running, Your childhood has been fading, And now you're just so boring, Boring for your friends, And boring for yourself. You may not be worth living, ‘Cause now you’re so rotten, And you're just shitty, Because of all that you've forgotten.