Feel your love again

The pain I feel when I think of you crying on the couch Wanting to kill yourself because I didn't care How could I just stand there and not care? Looking at my phone to see if he called The pain from my regret of how much pain I caused you, I live with everyday of my life I miss the safety of your arms holding me and the love that you gave to me I ruined our lives for a stupid infatuation and now I'm left drowning in guilt and pain You have built another life for yourself and I'm left in pieces I wish for a moment I could feel your love again To make me whole That day I begged you to take me back I cried so loud on my hands and knees but you left I ruined our lives You found someone new Now I sit on the couch and cry just wanting to feel your love again