Fear of love

I don't know if I fear the pain I felt or I fear the empty promises but to me when I her the word LOVE. I only feel pain and betrayal cause in my world love doesn't get a happily ever after wich I find crazy because growing up I always wished for the Cinderella type of love. I've here people say good things come to those who wait yet here I am still waiting always getting the bad things wich makes the tattoo printed on my chest written FEAR OF LOVE become bolder