fear of change

from the past days and years, I was treating my body like it was not my own. gave myself to the world, with a back full of demons, and expressed that through a character that I had to put on since my life was messy. but I gave myself to the world too much that I realized that I need to give myself to me. not to anyone else, but me first. taking care of yourself is one thing everyone needs to do instead of being influenced by all the wicked, and the foolishness of this world. but soon I was heading to the start of change, I was first afraid. thinking what will life be like, what would I be like, what would my friends say and think if I head to the change. but right now, I am now facing that fear I realized that growing up and changing is a part of being human. all of us are changing and growing humans. it can be scary at first. but then later, you will face it. no matter what. that's what life is, grow. change yourself for the better don't worry about anyone else, or anything else. you're gonna grow and evolve like everything else. 자라다오