Fear

Didn't realize how weak I was till it was almost over how ready I was I'm not strong I'm fucking weak I'm afraid of everything and I don't know what to do Everything waking moment is a nightmare that no one else can see I guess happiness isn't free and I can't pay the price I guess This shit is unfair why is everyone else living without a care I'm losing it going in insane I'm lame I get why you left now it cause I'm a coward a weak fool and I can only blame myself