Father's day (worst holiday)

Seeing my sister give her father a gift makes me think about all the if's If my father didn't leave If he came back If I was never told the truth If George came back If mom did stay whith baba If mom hadn't met my sisters father If mom had abortion when she found out that she was pregnant with me One thing I know about all these if's is that if I lived in an alternative univers, I would think that father's day is a normal holiday.