Father? no... a d**k

one thing I thought I had forgotten was hate and anger and here I stand hands clutched into fists ready to pounce how could a father of all things be shuch a d**k I thought you loved me I was your little princess I was supposed to be your daughter yet I was just pawn all you want is to hurt her you're such.... I thought I had forgotten the times I couldn't stand or lay down the times I could barely move cuz of hunger the times I was too exhausted to stand the abse became normal I thought everyone went through that yet now I'm an adult and I realize I'm wounded and bleeding out I'm done and feel like quitting yet it's all because of you you sacrificed me for your own good yet you lost I can't be happy cuz I'm gone but one thing for sure you have never been a father not to me, not to anyone you may have played a role in my birth but to be a father is too far of a fetch for you I hope you find your happiness because it wasn't me it was my brother it wasn't my mom it. was my half sis it wasn't your first wife it wasn't your gf of 7 years it wasn't the countless mistresses it wasn't their children and I hope it's not money yet we all know it is