father

I try to be who you would want me to be but I am struggling can you not see I try to perfect every inch and tough you scream I still flinch I am your daughter flesh and blood but feel like an orphan insider no longer outsider is all I know heart pierced with a arrow and bow I hurt you ones but jou stab my three times over scream is nou longer n movie for I have blood om my hands you tell me what to do and I jump around and dance to your demise but I don't get no more hugs or goodbyes disappointed you say but what about my tears and heart broken puncher I only want you support , but your support is a blure you stay mad , and I try to be nice give a smile and try to make you madness worth the while but ignore and silence is all I get forgive and forget you always say and I pray on my mistakes but you burn and break an take and take I am just a well that keeps on giving well receiving absence for breakfast and all I see is the mist and a familiar fist punching thought my soul love I have for you but perfect I can not be I am who you see take it or leave me you are not perfect nor am I why should i perform but you were the one that said I was perfect when I was born