farewell, handsome

was I crushed when you decided you no longer wanted to me around? yes but it was not because I was in love we had just met dear, oh dream not but because I was disappointed it was just an attraction, a mere attraction but you disappearing reminded me of a wound a wound I have carried for years not from a past lover but from my own mother neglect you call it so yes, I really didn't care much that you disappeared like a ghost in the night but I cared that you left without a word and expected me to be understanding oh was I desperate to find someone to love me like the way I love poetry? no, I was just wondering if this really was it oh well dear, thank you for reminding me that I still need to heal from wounds that looked so insignificant before you came I my life farewell handsome one, I am looking for a breathtaking soul, not just a handsome face