far from me

This distance is numbing... And I'm scared that fate won't allow you to be next to me I'm scared that God doesn't seem to approve of what we be Can I hope? That I'll come and find you home? Waiting for me... That seems so far fetched now Because the color has already faded from these wallpapers of mine, Paint's already peeling from my walls. And I miss you so much it hurts Memories of you cloud my thoughts as your scent intoxicates my brain I hate this... I cant remember when I last held you in my arms When I last felt your lips on Mine When I last saw that sparkling smile There are so many gaps And you're not here to fill them all I hate that you can't hear me when I call your name...