FAR BACK AS I CAN REMEMBER

I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD BUT ILL TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW FROM THEN TO MANHOOD I REMEMBER MY DAD WATCHING ME ON MY SKATEBOARD PLAYING IN THE DRIVEWAY I REMEMBER FALLING AND GETTING HURT BAD, BUT DAD WAS THERE TO SAVE THE DAY OR WHEN I WAS WITH HIM TAGGING ALONE AT A CHURCH EVENT PARKING CARS I REMEMBER NOT LISTENING WHEN HE SAID TO CROSS THE ROAD THEN I SAW STARS AFTER THAT MY DOCTOR TOLD MY PARENTS I WOULDN'T MAKE IT THROUGH SURGERY APPARENTLY I DID CAUSE GOD CAN SEE FURTHER THAN ME AFTER MAKING IT THROUGH, THEN HE SAID I WOULD NEVER WALK AGAIN AFTER I LEARNED TO WALK AGAIN I KEPT BEING TOLD THERES A REASON YOUR HERE AND I'D ASK ( OK, WHEN ) ONE OF MY WORST MOMENTS WAS AFTER I GOT OUT OF ELEMENTRY SCHOOL AND COME HOME I WASN'T READY FOR WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO BE SHOWN I LOST MY BEST FRIEND. I KNEW FROM THERE I WAS ALONE I REMEMBER OTHER SMALL BITS AND PEICES OTHER THAN THAT THE MEMORY OF MY CHILDHOOD DECREASES MY YOUNG MIDDLE AND LATE TEENS IS WHERE I LEARNED HURT PAIN AND SHAME FROM JASON BURGETT, YOUR THEN, NOW AND FUTURE AS LONG AS IM THE ONLY MAN YOU HANG AROUND UNLESS IM RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU. I REALLY WISH YOU COULD BELIEVE YOU'LL NEVER HAVE THAT TO WORRY ABOUT FROM ME.